I did not realize until now that finding out that there is a little creature growing inside you will just be the start of endless worries. Before I conceived, I was wondered whether I was fertile enough and whether we will have a hard time conceiving. I thought the worrying will stop after we get the BFP. Boy, was I wrong. Now, I ask myself..
"Am I eating the right food?"
"Am I exercisingntoo much?"
"Is my space heater to hot and bad for the fetus?"
"Is my heart beat too high?"
"Will we have an easy 1st trimester?"
"Is the fetus developing normally as it should?"
"Will we be able to hear the heart beat of the baby during the 1st appointment with the doctor?"
"Am I really pregnant and this is not just chemical pregnancy?"
"Is there blood when I go to the bathroom?"
The list goes on and on. I worry about every little ache or movement that I feel in my body. I know I should not worry too much and just let nature take it's course and trust God that everything will be fine. I guess like any other mother-to-be, worrying about the growing creature inside you is normal. After all, you just want the best for your growing child. I know the first trimester is very important since all major organs develop during this stage. I am sure I'll breathe a sigh of relief after we're done with this stage. Second trimester will bring a whole new set of things to worry about :-).
Btw, Baby Jarbs is five weeks old today :-).
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